HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

ok so new years this year was a pretty good time... lots of fun with lots of fun ppl. and as you can see from the size of my empty drink in front of me, we got shitfaced as well. new years is always different every year. some years its crazy out of control, and others it might be super chill. usually i focus on getting wasted with superfun ppl and loud music (well mission accomplished i guess), but this year i feel like my focus has shifted a bit.

i did a lot of thinking this time. (when dont i do a lot of thinking :/) everyone talks about new years resolutions, but i dont know if i have one. i always try to make one up just bc everyone else does, but i dont think that counts.

i had a breakthrough in the shower this morning. i realized that making up an inconsequential goal specifically because of the time of year is futile. rather, im trying to re-evaluate the past to see how i can benefit from it. hindsight is 20/20 after all.

here are some things ive come up with so far:

1. remove negative influences- not things like alcohol and fast food, but negative behavior and people
2. be true to myself- its too often that i change myself for other people, with or without cognitively knowing it
3. dont be stupid- easier said than done i guess

yes- this will take a while to nail down, but i think its worth it. i have a brand new year ahead of me and if i have any say in it, itll be better.

everythings gonna be alright :)

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